The First

being a man of lazy nature, and not usually willing to bear my feelings i find i hard to write a journal even to myself. i guess i have a fear that the journal might not be good enough to be read, or even worse that i might not be living a life of noteworthy importance. this i guess is a petty insecurity that i will have to face sooner or later. hell why not face ones insecurities on a blog! I being a citizen of our modern world am privy to the word vomiting of writers on the internet masses (BLOGGERS), and find that this practice might be beneficial to my nausea (repressed rhetoric).